Day 4: Paula's Reading (Part 2.)

Your Question Paula:
"I would like to ask about my love life."

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With your question I felt that you've had some kind of disappointment in this area of your life. This is pretty common, but my intuition says that bits 'n pieces of that disappointment are showing up in your current emotional register. Also, I wondered whether you might have danced (ballet?) or do dance? If not that then maybe you are in the midst of your 'Dance of Intimacy,' a book by Harriet Lerner...something to check out, perhaps?

The best part of this reading was that I clearly saw the light of a shooting star...this bright light is in your night sky, so you will have to be poised to look for it. I see shooting stars as wish fulfillment (i.e your wish will come true!) Good news Paula!

Then with that vibe I saw an older model car...kind of boxy and square...this puts me in the frame of mind to address your potential partner (you don't have to say 'yes' to him, but this is who and what I feel is coming up.)

The solidity of the frame of the car and it's age put me in mind of the tarot court card the King of Spades or Pentacles...this is someone who is older than you and firmly in place in their life, all they need is you...and together I can see some road trips involved in your courtship and life with this man...if you chosse it.

(Other) Qualities of the King of Spades, by Mary Greer (book: Understanding the Tarot Court, which I purchased only recently):

"Self-sufficiency; success (especially financial); realistic; dependable; business acumen, takes advantage of resources; reason; brawny; resolute; settled; certain; earnest; patient; tenacious; enduring; materialistic...good provider; treasures; looks for excellence...appreciates...jovial; prefers action to conversation; likes a good time; humorous; likes good food and wine; strong...enjoys comfort and luxury; sensual."

Those qualities feel right...they match up to the vibe I was feeling about the car I saw.

I heard the word 'dominatrix' which might show that YOU are the be all and end all for this event in your life...you will be deciding who and what stays and goes...in an exacting way.

Then I saw what looked and felt like batter for a cake, a pound or yellow cake, and you are pouring the batter into a cake pan...this feels like something that you have been cooking up for a while...

http://www.colormatters.com/the-meanings-of-colors/yellow (for what follows.)

"Yellow is the most luminous of all the colors of the spectrum. It’s the color that captures our attention more than any other color.

In the natural world, yellow is the color of sunflowers and daffodils, egg yolks and lemons, canaries and bees. In our contemporary human-made world, yellow is the color of Sponge Bob, the Tour de France winner’s jersey, happy faces, post its, and signs that alert us to danger or caution.

It’s the color of happiness, and optimism, of enlightenment and creativity, sunshine and spring.

Lurking in the background...is the dark side of yellow: cowardice, betrayal, egoism, and madness. Furthermore, yellow is the color of caution and physical illness (jaundice, malaria, and pestilence). Perhaps it is no coincidence that the sources of yellow pigments are toxic metals - cadmium, lead, and chrome..."

Measles? I also heard something about measles…usually childhood onset…I am thinking that that has to do with the timing of your question. “Measles signs and symptoms appear in 10 to 14 days after exposure to the virus.” So, say 10 to 14 days or ten to 14 months until this comes to pass.

And, as always, take what works and leave the rest...as you know best what works and doesn't work for you.

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Namaste.